By Athan Nyx

By Athan Nyx
When being out you still hide from the world, on the brink of discovery.

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Odd moods

I've been dealing with a lot of interesting moods the past few days. Sorry it has been so long since I posted but school and you know...

Anyways, my first odd mood was a black dark mood. When the dark mists of evil and murderous intention takes you over. Your very urges are those that would hurt others or yourself. I had one of those after curiosity made me watch a video with an anti gay preacher exorcising the homosexual demon. That made me a bit sick. Actually a lot sick. I'm bisexual and the faces of those kids in that video was horrible. It took several hours to get out of that mood.

Of course, the next day my mood was some sort of bizarre hippy mood. I was constantly amused and pleasant with everyone. Joking, teasing masculine mood. It was fun but that mood was kind of a strange one in and of itself. I figure it was to counteract the day before.

And today... i watched the dog whisperer and decided to try an assertive, calm mood... to my surprise it worked. My dog didn't bark all walk and the whole walk was pleasant. I also got a mojito and we ate a roast today. So overall quite pleasant. That's basically all for my day. Oh and second summer semester starts tomorrow. I look forward to it.

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